emma and i saw the education psycologist today. according to her testings, emma isnt autistic or aspergic, her cognitive test showed her to be intelligent and able to cope with the school curriculum hopefully getting good grades, however her social skills showed that of a 7/8 year old.
reccomended that school look into her so called freindships and start some new nurtering programme in after easter hols what this entails i have no idea other than putting her with other similar students for a while a day/week
as for as her phobias and anxieties they are going to get cams involved with us again but this time focusing on emma and her fears. as to what else and where else to go/do is beyond me at the moment, in my head im saying, does this mean i have to treat her as a 7/8 year old or a 13 year old as regards responsibility for things like her own belongings do i expect her to be responsible or not, how can i say to emma never mind i will do it yet to the 12 year old do it, i have wars...

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boss has phoned this morning. after a brief chat we got down to brass tacks lol.
i have told her i will return on monday but that i will be looking for another job as well. she has said things are going to change and told me that one of the collegues who lied about me accused her of picking on her, said she is harder on her than anyone else, when asked for an example she wouldnt say, she was told numerous times to leave me out of it as it was her who refused to do as asked not me and that the second supervisor angered her for not standing by her.
I guess come monday morning by time all staff are in its either going to be extremly quiet or groups complaining about the changes, my mouth is going to be kept firmly shut and head down as i know a few will point the finger at merather than themselves.
If theres one thing i know the boss isnt a bully she couldnt fight herself out of a paper bag and she knows who she can rely on and who she cant, but i did point out that its not fair to let those...

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after a stressfull term and a bad bad two days where i been blamed for things beyond my control i vebally handed my notice in, boss told me to take a few days to think about it, son told me to look for another job as he isnt working to keep me sat at home lol, thing is told boss once i make a decision i stick to it, i didnt even say see you after holiday, i said "goodbye"
refused to have ellie overnight tonight as i have a banging headache and not been getting to sleep untill 3 4 in the morning this term so its possible my insomnia has returned.

ntl been, changed my modem, guy said it couldnt handle a 20mb speed and they should have sent me one out when i upgraded. sadly got to go do boring shopping and pray i can get back on when i get back later lol.

I'm doing this via my phone and I'm not a happy bunny. Since going wireless just before new year itsd vbeen one long headache. After noit being able to resolve the problem after 2 hours of trying last nite I phoned ntl who told me to do a few things and have now decided to send an engineer out on saturday morning. Bang goes a lie in and ntl get money for nothing or so they think. Just thougt I would let u all know I'm out of action for the foreseeable future. Can't stand usding the phone as it takes way too long to change pages and the text is tiny. Hope saturday brings a happy solution. Lol. See you all soon I hope.